I have attempted several posts in the last hour, all oozing with toxic, unproductive self pity.
I will just say that, I have every desire to go to sleep tonight and wake up when this holiday season has past.
With that out of the way, onto the reframe. I need to remember what have today. I have the opportunity to be a sober woman of worth...a mother, a partner, a friend, a daughter, a sister, a teacher, a sponsor, an artist, a musican, a positive force and productive member of society.
I definitely have to choice to hide away in my house, in the dark, wasting this opportunity. Not today self pity. You are not taking me.