I got to work today and hated my first table. Then the next, then the next. Everyone at work was pissing me off. Douche Bags...I want to punch you all in your faces!!
The thought started to come to me that it must be me, but I quickly pushed that away. No! They really are!
I acted like a baby all day. Finally got off, way later than I thought I would, rushing very excited to pick up the kids. That will snap me out of it. After about 5 minutes, they got added to the list of poeple that were driving me crazy. It was one of those nights where I had zero patience and couldn't wait to put them into bed. Now that they are in bed, I will find peace I thought.
Nope! Now my cat is acting like an asshole (can't take credit for that line...came from a cool girl I know ♥ ). Getting in the trash. Knocking shit over.
The thought has come back to me that maybe it is me. After rethinking my day, I am positive that it was my perspective and my unwillingmess to choose to be happy. My bad attitude was the cause of all those crappy interactions.
That table that hated me. The coworker I ignored all day. The people I snapped at. My ego driven tantrum. The children that were driving me crazy. All could have been so much different. I got stuck in my head today and made sure that I stayed miserable. I would say what a wasted day, but it was a good reminder that I am in control of my behavior, my reactions and what I put out into the world.